| anybody ever read this anymore? |
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| dude im in erika's wedding today. Tux dont fit worth a shit. Grams all pissed off that i look like shit, so i get to go to tiffin here in about a hour to see if he can do anything about it. I tried the pants and jacket on thursday when i got it, the guy said i looked like a pimp, so i figure, hell i look good ya know. I try it on last night after the rehersal, FUCK man, im swimming in this thing. The jacket is tight around the shoulders, but looks like a very large man could fit into the gut part of it. Seriously man, sarah said she could fit in there with my easily. Im fat ya, but god damn. The white shirt that goes under that is huge, the vest is also huge. WTF? This guy took all my measurements and it looks like this? I cant look like shit today!! I gotta be out to chads(erika's soontobe husband) at 12:30 - 1:00. So lets run this down, got up at 7:30, shaved the head and face, terrible hat tan line, shit man i took my hat off alot lately got all nice and tan, then my head starts peeling thursday. So went from a nice tanned up skull, to a hell of a tan line. Its a quarter of 9 now, gotta leave here with the tux at 9:30, headn to tiffin, seeing what the hell that guy can do, then get back here, get all prettied up and get out to chads by 1? DAMN. Suppose to be 94 today, no breeze yet, 60% humidity, wearin a tux. SWEATN BALLS SON. When you comin home man? |
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| I sit reflecting
I feel the end has begun
It seems my days now mirror the setting sun
So many places that I have been
This ride that was long seems so short in terms of now and then
For All that has been
And All that is
All that's to be
Lord, I'm just killing time
And time's killing me
Dead man breathing, just taking up space
Calloused and weathered like the lines on one's face
Dead man breathing, my conscience is bare
The lining of my soul is torn yet I no longer care
For All that has been
And All that is
All that's to be
Lord, I'm just killing time
And time's killing me |
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| I found the woman i want to spend the rest of my life with.i love you sweetie |
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